January 2010
95 posts
If life had a like button, I'd like you.
:)
December 2009
100 posts
A Geek.
I’m up helping other people apply for colleges, because I don’t want to do my own.
FAIL.
Piano Concerto No.7 in G minor, J.S. Bach.
My eye balls are about to fall out. The music is incredibly crazy, looking. There are so many notes and things going on that the sheet almost looks as if it’s colored black completely.
How am I going to learn this by ear?! Hahaha!
I've been reaching for the stars.
But I’ve gotta make sure my feet are still on the ground at all times.
Big Fish.
Tell me why I love that movie so much? I’d die to die like that, any day.
“20% Skill, 80% Heart.”
– My Life Motto. Reminded by Vee! :)
I almost got a ticket today! :O
My dad had me go pick up something as an emergency. Geez, I thought. I got to the complex, parallel parked my car (OMG, it looked so bad!), and sprinted up a flight of 6 floors since the elevators were OUT OF ORDER. Nice. Halfway up, I looked outside the windows and realized there was a parking meter. So I like ninja jump back down every flight of stairs because I see a cop on the other side of...
New Blood.
“Are you dressed to dance, or give birth.” -Karl, hahahaa.
DAMN.
What I do, baby boo.
PICTURE TAKEN BY: SEAN MICHAELS.
PS. Ignore the buttcrack.
I realize I talk to much.
not only on tumblr, but in general. Sometimes I just want to mute myself because it’s not even HALF of what I want to say. I could go on forever! But I also realize, I never really TALK. I tell my stories :)
What’s funny is, not a single person knows my life story. They can only see bits and pieces of it. What’s even funnier is that, I love listening and reading waay more. I...
I let it rain
and I got-sta clear it out! Clarity, I mean. Honestly, I’m willing to flip a table and say scream to the world, “I NEED YOU”. I feel like, I’m lost (Michael Buble). It’s like, NO ONE (Alicia Keys) will take me seriously when I’m sad, because they think I’m already too content with life, or that they know I’ll get over it. Everybody knows, but…...
:)
My good friend (who’s like my brother) who goes to school in Boston now, just called me. He wanted to hear me play piano :)
We may not be as happy as we used to be when we were children, earnestly infatuated, but I really loved what he did tonight.
Distance is not my forte for relationships. I tend to drift, or just ignore, or maybe even pretend I never met you as a friend, because...
I want...
An Arabian Horse, a Jellyfish, and a kiss-on-the-forehead-type-of-love :)
I will accrue all of the above one day! Those are only three material things I NEED because of their beauty :)
Spoken word.
I just watched my hot neighbor read through their poem with intonation, rhythmic phrasing, and lots of passion. Man. If I could do that, I’d be as hot as her.
Floorin' it!
HAHAHAH! I snuck out to go for a jog. Actually, to jog to the park to meet up with a friend. I’m not the sneaking out type. Well, I did before but it’s always for a walk or to meet up with the same old person, to walk. My parents came home early, by the way, haha! So my brother’s like, “DUDE! DAD’S LOOKING FOR YOU!” so I get up and start jogging on back...
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Floating.
I feel a strong presence, a lifting, a trance whenever I play piano home alone. The trills, rests, time signatures, the bars? They don’t make sense to me, they never did. At first, I thought it was a curse. I’m the underdog of Jazz I, the rebound of the Charity Band, the “wannabe” musician basically. But I float. I’ll sit down, and I kinda just black out. The song I...
Daang.
I was one hormonal bitch yesterday, hahaha! Sowwies :P
The girl can just do whatever she wants, because she’s taking her sorry negative butt some place else! It’s dumb I even bother when I don’t even follow her on tumblr, facebook, or myspace! Hahah. FAIL. (for me)
I love this! :)
“sean. you know that girl you brought with you to go paint balling? sandra ngo? your best friend?”
“yeah, wassup?”
“she’s not hot. she’s really clumsy too.”
“hahaha, are you sure?”
“well, i thought that for about 2 seconds, and she entered my life right away. i classified her as incredible before she even talked to me. i feel...
Exactly.
For the past few months, I’ve been thinking. Reminiscing, actually. Honestly, people don’t tend to take Sandra and Love together seriously. So, it’s not surprising how I could possibly be going through my first heartbreak, and no one sensing any signs of it, including me.
As I watch the story of my love replay deja vu right before my eyes, I’m a little confused. I feel as...
LOLOLOL.
“December 25, 2009.
Today, I found out my ex-girlfriend got invited to our Christmas Party. I also found out that she got more presents from my family than I did.
That’s what happens when you date someone like Sandra Ngo.
Bitch won’t stay out of your head. or life.”
:)
WAR IS OVER.
I love pretending I actually have to go to war. It’s the most terrifying thing would be to leave your loved ones without a formal goodbye (instant drafting?), but I like to challenge how much adversity my mind can take. Even if it’s just paintball shooting my best friend and his friends until they cry :)
Hey, I’m pretty good with a gun! ;)
Long overdue.
I love my girls! A sudden depression hit me as I finally start, my common app for colleges (due Jan. 1). The past six seven years with these girls, and I haven’t started treating them with the love and affection they deserve until the last few months. I’m the oldest, but I feel the most immature and inconsiderate. But before I leave for college, I’ll show them.
I’ll show...
Geometry.
I used it in something other than SAT, Physics, or Calculus! Like, in REAL life.
I developed REAL pictures from my hand-made camera! I’m Primal ;)
fact,
mamamads:
I’ll be nothing more than an old school memory.
Myth. Madeline, you are one of the cookiest people I know. With a BIG heart and brains, holla! I’ve admired/looked up to you ever since I’ve gotten to know you, before that even! aaaand you’re super cute! You’re one of the few people I’ll remember in life! <3 :D
3:30AM
and here I am, just smiling.
I’ve heard of staying up all night from a broken heart, but never staying up night from a happy heart.
:)))))))))))))
Butterfly Effect.
I think it’s weird that I find Ashton Kutcher really attractive. But other than that, the movie is incredible!
Anyone who can go through the most boring, and...
You’ll be surprised to find who really is a blessing in life. And trust me, it’s no James Bond.
You know what I love?
I love it when… someone is talking and you suddenly realize, you’re paying absolutely NO attention to them, but they don’t notice. They don’t even realize you’re out of it or yawning. They just continue talking as if “it” is the most amazing thing in the world, even if it really isn’t.
Those people are hella cute to me. There’s something about...
EPIC!
Me: *breaks a string on Karl's guitar* Oh NO!
Karl: Girl! YOU BROKE MY G-STRING!
551. 18 HOLES WEREN'T EVEN ENOUGH FOR TIGER WOODS.
victoriadumapias:
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Small world.
I lost my wallet somewhere in SB during my driving adventures today. It’s a goner, I thought. I also got a call an hour ago from someone claiming they have it. I’m a little scared because this doesn’t happen in real life, and… HOW’D THEY GET MY NUMBER?!!
Turns out. It’s a small world. During one of my stays at the hospital, I befriended a man confined to a...
My Dad's a jerk, haha.
Dad: Hey Sandra. Your feet smell.
Me: No they don't!
Dad: Oh, well, your hair smells.
Me: No it doesn't!
Dad: Your room smells.
Me: Nuh-uh!
Dad: Safety! *runs out the door*
Christmas Story!
It’s Christmas, and my parents carpooled to work. My dad wanted me to pick him up from work though, which was cool because I never get to drive alone (license without insurance, that’s why). I was really early so I passed the turn to the store and kept on driving. I kept on driving to who knows where, turning where ever I pleased, and somehow ended up in my old “ghetto”...
HAHAHAHAH!
“10! 9! 8! 7! 6!”
“IT’S CHRISTMAS, NOT NEW YEARS, STUPID!”
“Oh. HHAHAHA.. Well, I’m drunk, so WOOOO! WOOO!!! WOOOO!!!!” *smiles*
That’s my dad, haha :) <3
XMASEVE!
You know you’re stress-free when you’ve just had the longest day of your life, and it’s still not even 6PM. Christmas spirit may seem “dead” this year, but I know this is going to be the best xmas yet. I feel ego’s dropping, and pure love fighting through this year. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Best gift ever.
Heart Bokeh! Bet ya can’t do that! ;)
Cleaning OCD.
CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN. Remedy for everything. I just scav’d Maria Roderiguez 500 bucks this holiday, sowwies :)
HI MICHELLEHO.
GO TO SLEEP.
YES, I JUST POSTED TELLING YOU TO SLEEP.
Goodnight :) <3
Basically.
“What are you doing?”
“Saving a grand or two.”
“BAHAHHA!”
“Is that your rich person laugh? BAHAHAH!”
My love for AIM.
So I signed onto AIM for the first time in 34829384798 years, and you know there were 9342829384 IMs saying, “SANDRA! Where the F!@% have you been?!” aahha. But I’ve been talking to dear Karl for the past 3 hours. I’ve always seen him in person, talked to him over the phone, yadda yadda, the usual GOOD romance. BORING. It’s all about the 21st/22nd century! (Honestly,...
WSUP, DOC!?
Everyone’s scared doctors are going to be messed up with Obama’s new health care plan. Whatever that is. Honestly, doctors are already messed up to start with, except their pay isn’t going to be as terrible as it is said to be. Truth is, it starts off as a “passion to help people” but it turns into exploitation. I’m sure you’ve all heard this from me...
Holiday Yob Prayer.
I wrote this in my AP Bio Notebook throughout my day at work.
Dear Lord, Today was cool! I woke up to my cousin asking me if I was going to go hiking with Ank and his friends, Nathalie calling me to see if LA was good for Roscoes Chicken and Waffles, Tila asking me if Vegas was up, and Karl demanding we go to Cabazon. There were so many cool things I would have loved to do, but I stayed home to...
You know what's great?
When all I said was, “Out of 20? 16.75 is your change. Thank you, have a nice day!” and Mr. Grumpy smiles for the first time in 12 years. I counted.
:)
Friend: Sandra, i love you. u'd make a good girlfriend.
Me: i'm the worst! trust me!
Friend: no, u trigger lots of feel good chemicals.
Me: that's not enough to be a good gf!
Friend: lolololol! wamme to make a list of the other AMAZING things?!
Me: yes please :D
Friend: I'll stop by later.
2010, wsup?
Wow, over the last few weeks, I’ve been cleaning out my inbox on myspace (I had 10,000+ messages in there) and I came across so many old messages from people throughout the years. Messages dating all the way back to 2006. I’ve shed tears, laughs, smiles, so much love. So many memories, some I would rather forget, others I would die to relive. It has shown me how far I’ve come as...
My momma said,
“NO MONEE, NO HUNEE” to advocate hard-work.